Look at this photo.

Do you see the scar running down my back?

That’s where I had scoliosis surgery when I was 13. I have a metal rod running down each side of my spine.

Before I had my surgery, I wanted to kill myself. I hated life and thought I was here for nothing. I had little friends and no boyfriend. I was tired of living basically. 

A few months after my surgery, I realized something. 

Why should I hate something someone had to fix? 

I didn’t have a doctor save my life for me to want to take it away.

Guess what? After I stopped thinking that way, it got better. I met my boyfriend of 2 years and my life took a turn for the best. 

I suck at stories. But moral of the story, IT GETS BETTER.  

If anyone wants to talk to someone about depression or anything, i’m here for you.

I will understand and I can talk to you whenever you need. 

If anyone has any questions about my surgery, you can message me as well.

Anyways, keep your head up and be strong <3 

I love you <3